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Thursday, March 16, 2017

My new beginning

For the sake of my children, whom were taken by the state of WV thus forcing me to relinquish my rights, I am starting my life over, changing my life around, adding to the family tree, keeping my mental health up to par.

Izabellah, Julieyonnah, Zebriannah and JodeeMarie, I love you girls with all my heart, I was put in a "catch 1-22" basically either way I was going loose you girls whether my rights were taken or relinquished. That's how crooked the stated of West Virginia is, I was very upset JodeeMarie when they took from me straight from the hospital, please don't think for a moment that I wasn't upset, I was beyond upset to the point I signed myself "AMA" (Against Medical Advice). I talk to your mom JodeeMarie and she's told me that you already get back at bullies...she said you pushed one boy I don't remember if it was against or on the floor, but you told him "NO!". That's a story your mom told me. Just for the record my dear girls, when I say your mom, I'm talking about your adoptive parents.

Julieyonnah and Zebriannah your mom and dad did keep me updated but quit at some point for whatever reason I don't know, I have pictures of you girls where in a Christmas play a lamb and donkey...You two looked so cute..  My Julieyonnah, I have pictures of you that tell the stories within the picture you can pretty much figure out what happened or what you were trying to do. You and you're older sister, Izabellah, were always into something keeping me on my toes, honestly, I miss that, Julieyonnah there's a song that reminds of you because you loved "Frozen" the movie, "Let it go." Also, that song has helped me overcome, what happened, the state taking you girls from me. Too many people say you four girls should have never been taken... that CPS taking you was uncalled for...

I'll be honest, I never was the best house keeper, still not, now days, since the state took you girls, I'm plain out pure lazy, sit on my butt, do nothing, nothing at all, Facebook, Myspace, blog, if I feel up to it, going on a walk, I do YouTube videos, I talk about my day, rant and rave if I had a bad day read the title first, then watch the video.

Your question, Why did we get taken??
my answer: I honestly, can say they said it was because the house wasn't cleaned and Julieyonnah smelled like pee, I was taken to the hospital and one of Charlie's friends were so jealous of me because they wanted a baby him, they tried stealing Zebriannah that night I completely lost it, I had a nervous breakdown over what this person did, Izabellah and Julieyonnah you two were in bed asleep when this happened. 5am I went to the hospital after intermittently calling the person off the hook they called the police and when they police came I told them what happened they made the person bring my husband Charlie and Zebriannah home. I went to the hospital after that. The person whom stole Zebriannah stole Zebriannah's birth certificate. That same person told the doctor I was unsafe around children along with my husband Charlie. By 12pm you older three were removed from the trailer at 45 Adam's St. Lot 3 Westover, WV 26501. You older three stayed with Meme for a week or so then you went to foster care, the case was opened. Also I found out I was pregnant for JodeeMarie the I had the nervous breakdown. We made three moves, made all visitations, parenting classes, Charlie was removed from the picture, due to a domestic.

Izabellah and Julieyonnah your dad is Edward Scott Burns II, from Cleveland, Ohio but he lives in a nursing home in Salem, West Virginia. He and I don't talk anymore, he mad at me because of where I lost you two.

Zebriannah and JodeeMarie your dad is Charles Lee Workman of Fairmont, West Virginia. He and I are still together he is working changing his life around, you two have five older sister, Ashley, Dasteni, Josephine, Trinity and Paisley. Paisley passed away last year April 28 2016. Your Dad was devastated, I was very upset and sad for Trinity, your dad and their mother.

Is their any medical problems we should know about??

me: Yes, but I don't know them off hand, I know Charlie has Turrets and Paranormal Schizophrenia both are dangerous, as for me I'm not 100% sure about what I got.

Did you two try to fight for us??

Me: Yes, till we could fight no more.

Who was the person who was jealous and stole Zebriannah?

Me: That name is never to be discussed due to my mental illnesses...

Now it's time to take this mess and put it all behind us, all of us, I'm going to theropy, and taking psychiatric medicines  keep my moods stabilized, I have mood disorders, PTSD, Anxiety, and Depression. Depression is hereditary, I know that one, but I don't know about the rest. CPS caused PTSD, because of CPS I've learned to trust no one. I don't trust family, friends, no one, now days because of PTSD from CPS I feel the world is after me.

You're probably thinking "You're definitely need looked in the psych ward." I'll tell you this much I have been put away on my own behalf too many times to count.. I become very aggressively defensive when I get angry beyond a certain point.

I live with Charlie at Mom's house with Mom and Izabellah. Julieyonnah, Zebriannah, and JodeeMarie, your sister is becoming a beautiful young lady, she's smart when she wants to be, very moody, she still wears glasses, but not like she's supposed to do. She's in third grade, nine years old. I still have Peanut Julieyonnah she's nine years old as well. I'll make sure to take pictures of Izabellah, her two new cats, "Rosie" and "Millie" and her new Puppy "Diamond".
That's all for today, have a great day girls love you girls with all my heart and so does Charlie